I write about my life. Saucily.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard

Have restyled the look of my blog yet again, in the interest of simplicity. If simplicity has any interest, which I sort of doubt. I'm not entirely sure that phrase makes sense.

Regardless. I am back to what is essentially a default layout, which pains me somewhat, but I much prefer it to the kind of insanely done-up layouts on blogskins or what have you. Anyway, it's not as if anyone reads this besides me. And if you are reading this (and you aren't me) - why?* It's not particularly interesting. Go knit or something.

Seriously, go knit. It's preferable to listening to me whine about my lack of relationships, something I try to never do on any of my friend-accessed blogs, as it is irritating when other people do it and I've no patience for that. Plus, it's just wallowing. Wallowing in something as ridiculous as being single.

And yet, I wallow. Secretly. In my pit of shame.

I think the reason it's become to obvious to me that I'm single is because the people closest to me aren't. My sister has a boyfriend. Eryn has a boyfriend. Jessica has a boyfriend. Everybody's managed to fanangle a mutual love interest but me. And I really don't know what the problem is. I'm friendly enough. I'm cute enough. I'm funny enough. I'm even low-maintenance! I am very dateable. And yet, no dates.

But, you know. I soldier on. Eventually someone will come along, as I have been telling myself since I was 11. Someone fabulous and exactly perfect for me will come along and we will experience beautiful love and magic pink sparkles and slow-motion reunion hugs. It's only a matter of time! Really!

*Though I do appreciate the lengthy comment from Alana left on my previous post - it was very comforting to me. Sometimes it's important to know that you're not alone.


Blogger seductivebrittaney323z said...

You're right with not losing hope finding the right person. Some people could find them in just a few weeks or months, but I think it depends on you and your potential date ( I also think that everyone start dating first before jumping into relationships). You do not have to commit yourself right away to a person whom you barely know. A relationship should stand the test of time and not to be rushed.

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